Silently I weep | Sunday Observer

Silently I weep

18 December, 2016

Dedicated to the memory of PM Dissanayake, Deputy Director of Education, Gampaha District

As the first streaks of sunlight

Filter through the leaves

In my home yard early morning,

I spy the place you are resting in peace.

Your grave under the shade of a huge jak tree.

 

Memories keep bubbling up,

The tea cup I warmed up

Every morning, for you.

The days that passed with cheer and laughter,

The cherished memories of travels

Driving with me to distant places,

To religious and archaeological sites.

You gave me all support and guidance

To perform successfully the duties, my career sought.

I am so grateful to you,

My dear Dissa.

You were a lover of nature.

A social worker too, who donated land

For the common cause.

You loved ‘those dear folk and gentle people

Who live and die in our home town’.

Dedicated to your profession,

A true friend to my colleagues in the SLAS

And to your friends too in the SLEAS.

And now – we all miss you.

The trees you planted

Wherever you served

Are bearing fruit.

So are the herbs of medicinal value.

So much for your hobbies.

Your sudden illness shocked me!

Day by day in every way

You were getting weaker and weaker.

But you had a strong mind

So from time to time

You became better and better.

Until you finally succumbed.

I bring to mind how you advised me

To strengthen my mind

To continue the good work we together did.

But you have left me, leaving behind

Only memories!

These memories of you are forever.

They are safe in my heart

Till the end of my days.

Now I feel that you are around me, Dissa,

When I clamber to the heights of my sleep,

Suddenly I meet you face to face

And hear you word to word.

Once you were a father to me,

When I lost my dear parents.

Then you were a brother to me,

And most of all a loving husband to me.

As the soft moon beams

Come filtering through

The leaves and the trees,

In the night. Oh! Silent night!!

The fragrance of the flowers

That bloom in the night,

The branches swaying through the wind

Bring to me the murmur of your name

Ever so silently. ...

Under the shade of the great, green trees,

You’re resting in peace in your grave.

A little candle will glow for ever

You are safe in my heart, for ever more.

Remembering your qualities of honesty and humility,

Loving kindness to me and to everyone else

And the meritorious acts you have performed,

I wish and I know you certainly will have

A renewed birth, the finest rebirth

Just as the Great Sambuddha taught.

As for me the memories will never die.

I have to silently weep

Until I rise to the levels

That my Dissa did rise.

 

By his beloved wife Chandra Dassanayake

 

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